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isn't it just great how before I was bored... and now i'm totally not looking forward to working?? HAH!
oh wells... extra cash.. well more like, insurance money. Tomorrow is my last free day for a bit...
I can do it! It's just short term... temporary... then i'll take another break... right??

Director: " So how long do we have you for?"

sound temporary right?? ugh....

I'm dying for my drama to come! I keep re-watching the first two episodes... and watching the music video that Rainie sings called 曖昧= ambiguous, it's in terms of a relationship... ambiguity causes pain because you can't find the evidence that you're in a relationship... when do you know to press on and when do you know to give up... you're at that point where you've past friendship, but not yet at love... is it me or is it you who's thinking too much... with the uncertainty between you and I, you can't even write an ending to the story...


曖昧讓人受盡委屈 找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進 何時該放棄 連擁抱都沒有勇氣

只能陪你到這裡 畢竟有些事不可以
超過了友情 還不到愛情 遠方就要下雨的風景

到底該不該哭泣 想太多是我還是你
我很不服氣 也開始懷疑
眼前的人 是不是同一個 真實的你

*曖昧讓人受盡委屈 找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進 何時該放棄 連擁抱都沒有勇氣

曖昧讓人變得貪心 直到等待失去意義
無奈我和你 寫不出結局 放遺憾的美麗 停在這裡*

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Humeur actuelle:
stressed stressed
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Starting work on friday...
what did I just get myself into....


Humeur actuelle:
contemplative contemplative
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so confused... that's all I have to say...
Life stinks!

=P blah!

Humeur actuelle:
confused confused
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I'm so sad right now... I just went to pick up my skydiving pictures from CVS and they stink!!! =*(
It's cause we were stuck going last and it was so close to sunset or is it sundown... The group picture didn't come out and the one I took with Jonei didn't come out and the ones in the sky, you couldn't even really see my face... BLAH!!!
I'm so sad!!!! I want to cry... BOO!!!


Humeur actuelle:
sad sad
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Still home sick.. feel even worse than I did yesterday... now i'm having issues breathing & am coughing... have a headache... and honestly don't know what is wrong with me. How do you know if you have bronchitis?? Every time I used to go to the doctors that was usually what was wrong with me... but I dunno... I don't normally go to the docs, cause I just figure it will pass...

But yes... i'm miserable today...

Humeur actuelle:
sick sick
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Good job. You were scared and just got in the
way. You got freaked out by a board creaking
and ran away from the group screaming. Too bad
that just made you easier to hunt down--you
died near the beginning...

How fast would you die in a cheesy zombie flick?
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And i'm still freezing.... brrr... though I could really use a nap right now... probably the medicine... ugh...
Humeur actuelle:
tired tired
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been working such long hours this week... ugh...
Very tired... think i'm going to go to bed soon.

Of course I just hopped on the scale and HOW THE HECK did I gain 8 or 9 lbs in a span of two weeks??? What the HECK!!! I'm so mad and disgusted at myself... but it's not like my diet changed or anything which is what makes it all the worse... BLAH!!!

Only good thing is maybe I don't look as sloppy in my clothes now... but still... i'd rather be skinnier...

Humeur actuelle:
irritated irritated
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Chamomile Tea
Chamomile Tea...
You are Chamomile Tea.
Your an original! Helpful to anyone in need and
always willing to lend a hand, you take action
but not through violence, people listen to you
for you have a knack for giving wonderful
advice! Many look up to you and you try your
best not to let them down. You have many
friends steadfast or no who consider themselves
lucky to be near you. You may have been hurt in
the past but you dont let that stand in your
way! You have a wonderful outlook on life and
try to see the good in people which is an
awesome gift!

What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-}
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Humeur actuelle:
full full
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blah!! dumb dumb computer!!!
it just erased everything I typed once again...
I'm telling you i'm going to kill this computer!!!

I have a major headache and just wanted to update this journal and go to bed!!

i'll try to update tomorrow then...


Humeur actuelle:
pissed off pissed off
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ARGH!! got out of work at quarter of 9 tonight... blah!! i'm sooooooo tired!! Skipped lunch yet again today, though I did take an ice cream break =P A whole 15 minutes... ugh... But yes, today was busy once again.. work is still overflowing and of course to make things worse, Katie was out sick today... It was just good old me holdin down the fort... Had an orthodontist appt today so I did get to sneak out for about an hr... stress free in the open world!! Too bad it wasn't really warm & sunny today... Before I went back to the office, I ran across the street to Walgreens and bought several bags of chocolate... Figured it'd make my day better... hehe...

oooo... I finally met one of the brokers i've worked with for practically three years now... he's not all that nice to other people, but he's nice to me I suppose... but he's totally not how I pictured him =P I didn't get a long enough look at him though, can't exactly remember what he looks like anymore... errr..

Okie.. another busy day ahead of me tomorrow.. sooooo not looking forward to that... =(
Humeur actuelle:
exhausted exhausted
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